(sara) a couple of days ago, i was stressing out. fundraising has been the biggest challenge for me since we started this adventure more than a year ago. i’ve done non profit energy organizing, but never from the position of executive director and to jump straight into non profit management from scratch has been a huge growth experience. and i relish bringing a bit of my “green-ness” to the position.
there’s no easy way to keep track of the leading projects competing for the “G4C” and i was going through project by project checking vote counts only to discover that we’d been bumped out of 5th place by a project that hadn’t previously registered in my tracking efforts and had jumped all the way to 1st place. we need to hold onto at least 5th place to stay in the competition after july 6th.
i’ve been a lot of places in the last year, fallen in love with a lot of people as i’ve worked to hussle this festival. and before that i was working closely with young activists across south carolina and the southeast, where i’d formed a tight kint family of climate activists defending the south against dirty energy. it’s one of my greatest sadnesses, that i fall in love so often, form deep relationships and then move on only to lose touch because of the sheer number of people i want to hold in my life. so when i saw that we were down in votes, i hesitated. as a youth activist i learned to harness the power of facebook for event promotion, network strengthening, etc. but i hadn’t been in touch in so long, and now, when i needed help i would pop back into the lives of so many of the people i’d lost touch with.
but i bit my lip, swallowed my guilt and hunkered down at my computer for a blitz of facebook wall posts to old friends. after a couple of hours, i re-emerged from the realm of computer thin connections and hoped for the best, still feeling a little cheap. but my friends rose to the occassion and took my breath away. not only did we move into third place, but i’ve written a dozen love letters, reconnected with more friends, and am now making plans to see many of my southeastern family while i’m in south carolina for the next couple months.
nothing about this project is normal. and even if we don’t get the 10,000 dollar grant, this has been an exercise in reconnection and has reaffirmed my commitment to making this project happen in raucous style. it’s not that i forget how much i love the idea of a festival that changes the world, it’s that i get so blinded by the stresses and challenges that i am not always connected to the thrill of what we’re doing. and any project that allows me to strengthen old and new relationships under the guise of fundraising is a project i want to be a big part of.
if you haven’t voted yet, or made all of your friends vote, it’s pretty simple. just go to: http://www.tinyurl.com/VISG4C and follow the instructions for voting. thanks so much!